How are you? its been a long time without any news from you.. Did you know that I was searching for you? Have you forgotten our kids? Rauha or Navin??
I missed you so much! I hope you can read my post.
Rauha will be 8yrs old soon.. He can speak a little now.. He is still playful.. sorry if i can't support his speach therapy. Im trying to do my best to feed them.. I never let them sleep hungry.. They always eat on time.. You know? I dont pay my house rental for 4months now because their food is more important. I kept saying sorry to my Landlady.. I know soon.. she will lost her temper and will kick out on this house.. But dont worry, im trying to do my best so that thing will not happen.. Some of my relatives are helping me for my kid's education. Anyway.. Lets talk about Navin.. He is now 4yrs old and really talkative.. He keep asking me "When is my Papa going back?" "Why that airplane is always on the sky? Papa need to go home!" "Where is Papa, what took him so long to come home?" A lot of questions I dont know what to respond. He really misses you. He always watching your photo hanging on our wall.. He sometimes asked me "where am i that time you took that photo?" "Why i am not in there?". I always answered him with "You are still on your Father's crotch!" he feel disappointed and said "That place is too narrow. i cant move well!". Navin is smart kid. He can answer all your questions that you want to throw on him. But he is like you.. short tempered person.. Rauha and Navin fight almost to everything. But Navin never allowed other kids to insult Rauha for being mute. Navin acted like a big bro to Rauha.. Its really nice to witness his courage to fight over for Rauha..
By the way Hiro, if you don't want to comeback to us. Can i ask some request? Can you visit them even once and give them the Father and Son experience once more?? I hope you can do that. Just for them.. Im not asking for support or anything. I just want you to remember that you have 2sons that always waiting for you to hug them again. To play with you again.
Hiro? for long time.. 4yrs im waiting until you come back. I was loyal since then.. Until someone send a Direct Message on my Messenger.. She said.. that she was you exgf, 1yr ago. I was hurt a little.. But i dont mind. I accept everything.. If that makes you happy.. go for it.. I realized that you cannot force people to stay.. People come and go. People change after time passed.. Its just makes me worried when she says that you vomit blood last time, because you keep skipping meal.. Why are you doing that again? You know that I always cook for you. Served all your requested food.. makes you fat everytime you visit us here in Philippines.. Please take care yourself.. You are too handsome to be sick and died early.. You are still My Hiro and My forever Hiro.
Thats all for now.. I hope you can read this or someone from your office or any japanese will show this letter. Im not asking you to come back.. All I want is.. Do not forget Rauha and Navin. Because you will always be inside their mind and heart.
Love,
JM Echague
