An Open letter for My Hiro

Dear Hirohisa Fujiwara,
   How are you? its been a long time without any news from you.. Did you know that I was searching for you? Have you forgotten our kids? Rauha or Navin??
   I missed you so much! I hope you can read my post.
   Rauha will be 8yrs old soon.. He can speak a little now.. He is still playful.. sorry if i can't support his speach therapy. Im trying to do my best to feed them.. I never let them sleep hungry.. They always eat on time.. You know? I dont pay my house rental for 4months now because their food is more important. I kept saying sorry to my Landlady.. I know soon.. she will lost her temper and will kick out on this house.. But dont worry, im trying to do my best so that thing will not happen.. Some of my relatives are helping me for my kid's education. Anyway.. Lets talk about Navin.. He is now 4yrs old and really talkative.. He keep asking me "When is my Papa going back?" "Why that airplane is always on the sky? Papa need to go home!" "Where is Papa, what took him so long to come home?" A lot of questions I dont know what to respond. He really misses you. He always watching your photo hanging on our wall.. He sometimes asked me "where am i that time you took that photo?" "Why i am not in there?". I always answered him with "You are still on your Father's crotch!" he feel disappointed and said "That place is too narrow. i cant move well!". Navin is smart kid. He can answer all your questions that you want to throw on him. But he is like you.. short tempered person.. Rauha and Navin fight almost to everything. But Navin never allowed other kids to insult Rauha for being mute. Navin acted like a big bro to Rauha.. Its really nice to witness his courage to fight over for Rauha..
   By the way Hiro, if you don't want to comeback to us. Can i ask some request? Can you visit them even once and give them the Father and Son experience once more?? I hope you can do that. Just for them.. Im not asking for support or anything. I just want you to remember that you have 2sons that always waiting for you to hug them again. To play with you again.
   Hiro? for long time.. 4yrs im waiting until you come back. I was loyal since then.. Until someone send a Direct Message on my Messenger.. She said.. that she was you exgf, 1yr ago. I was hurt a little.. But i dont mind. I accept everything.. If that makes you happy.. go for it.. I realized that you cannot force people to stay.. People come and go. People change after time passed.. Its just makes me worried when she says that you vomit blood last time, because you keep skipping meal.. Why are you doing that again? You know that I always cook for you. Served all your requested food.. makes you fat everytime you visit us here in Philippines.. Please take care yourself.. You are too handsome to be sick and died early.. You are still My Hiro and My forever Hiro.
  Thats all for now.. I hope you can read this or someone from your office or any japanese will show this letter. Im not asking you to come back.. All I want is.. Do not forget Rauha and Navin. Because you will always be inside their mind and heart.

Love,
JM Echague

Sarang Hagu Shipo by WAX

MY LOVE MY FACE non ne gyotheso morojyo gajiman

nanun norur gurohge shwibge bonersuga obso

nege we ironungoya jongmar ireya hanungoni

gujo myommadi mallo da kud na borir sarangun anijanha

dashi negero dorawajwo noman sarang harsu idorog

jigum idero nar ne boryo dundamyon ne mam byonharjido molla

MY HEART MY DREAM non borsso narur ijunji mollado

ajig nanun nor ne gyotheso bonersuga obso

we nar tonaya man hesso we ni maumi byonhangoya

meirbam narur aphuge ullyodo shirhojijin anhnunde

dashi negero dorawajwo jebal nomu nuji anhdorog

negero dorawassurte gujarie guten obsurjido molla

dashi negero dorawajwo noman baraborsu idorog

oren gidarime jichyo ne sarangi memaruji anhdorog

Dashi hanbon noui gasume angyobodo shipho

saranghago shipho

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JUST GIVE ME A REASON by PINK ft.NATE RUESS

Right from the start

you were a thief

you stole my heart

And I your willing victim

I let you see the parts of me

And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep

things you never say to me, oh oh

Tell me that you've had enough, oh oh

Of our love, our love

CHORUS

Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

It's in the stars

It's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand

Where all of this is coming from

I thought that we were fine

(Oh we had everything)

Your head is running wild again

My dear we still have everythin'

And it's all in your mind

(yeah but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh oh

You used to lie so close to me, oh oh

There's nothing more than empty sheets

Between our love, our love

Oh our love, our love

CHORUS

Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

It's in the stars

It's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

Oh tear ducts and rust

I'll fix it for us

We're collecting dust

But our love's enough

You're holding it in

You're pouring a drink

No nothing is as bad as it seems

We'll come clean

CHORUS

Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

It's in the stars

It's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

It's in the stars

It's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

Oh we can learn to love again

Oh we can learn to love again

Ohh... That we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

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Quotes

Yung kahit break na kayo, Hinahanap ka parin ng mother at mga kapatid niya.

The woman who invented the phrase "All Guys are the same" was a chinese woman who lost her husband in crowd in China.

So many fake people in the world, before you judge make sure you are not one of them.

I know the word "MOVE ON" that is why im fat now.

I will believe that you are really honest if you can say that you are a liar.

Ang kaibigan mas bitter pa sa iyo..lalo na kapag nalaman niya na nasaktan ka.

Wish mo magka-lovelife?? pero anu nakuha mo? sakit lang ng ulo.

I was born to make mistakes. Not to fake perfections.

Even the meeting was so boring, it'll be fine if there is a free coffee.

In this life FOREVER and UNLI are the same...they both have expirations.

Kung wala ka naman sasabihin na maganda, manahimik ka na lang. Less enemies pa!

Philippine Logo Quiz Level01-12

Watashi no photo...gucha gucha desu..gomen nasai ^_^

私のヒろーくん

I try to make video out of youtube...but i don't know how to put my personalized songs...I want to put my favorite music onto it...But then enjoy watching it!

LOL! So True!!!

--sometimes i feel sorry for judgemental people and their boring lives. Other times I'm jealous. I wish I had that much time to worry about things that are none of my business

--There's a problem with my phone...your number's not in it.

--this password is too weak.

Me: I dont care! I want this password.

--I never argue, i just explain why I'm right.

--That awkward moment when you want to laugh in a serious situation.

--Tall girl problem

when people look down at your feet to see if you're wearing heels..Nope, just flats.

--yung feeling na gusto mo sya i-text pero ayaw mo mauna.

--I hate it when someone stands next to me and watches me while I'm on the computer.

--meeting a cutie and stalk them in facebook.

--If you're not going to speak up, how is the world supposed to know you exist.

--When someone says "I like your shirt" I look down to see what I am wearing.

--That awkward moment when you've already said "WHAT?" three times and still have no idea what the person said, so you just agree.

--That moment when you hear your own voice on a video and start asking yourself if you really sound like that.

--Saying "I'm almost there" when you actually haven't even left the house.

--That awkward moment when u are staring to someone and you are not sure if its a boy or a girl.

--That awkward moment when you're telling the truth but then yo smile and no one believes you.

--That awkward moment where youre walking somewhere while holding a baby, and everyone thinks its your baby.

--5minutes of extre sleep in the morning seriously does matter.

--Next time a stranger talks to me when i'm alone I will look at them shocked. and just whisper "you can see me?"

--Dear Fat In My Body,

find your way to my boobs or gtfo :)

--Don't let negative and toxic people rent space in your head. Raise the rent and kick them out!!

--One of the hardest things in life is trying to plug in your charger in the dark.

--You You You You You You You You

  You You You You You You You You

  You You You You You You You You 

  You You You You You You You You

  You You You You You You You You

You're so lazy you  didn't read all the "You" above and also didn't notice one of them is actually "Yoo"! Now you're trying to find "Yoo"!

And you're disappointed because you couldn't find it!

--If someone found a list of everything I googled..I'd be screwed.

My Dream

God father of Jesus sitting on his throne on the clouds

In my dream i really dont feel anything, i cannot express the feeling i have inside me. I don't know if im happy, glad, surprised, scared. I really cannot say was that feeling.

At first in my dream i was talking to 5 people. I don't know who are those people and i don't know what we debating about. When suddenly Jesus walked between us and carefully hold my back and ask me to walk with Him.

I did. I walked with Jesus. We were walking in clouds i cannot see anything but clouds but i can see at the end of the clouds there was a light. We continuously walking, as we were at the end..There was a Gate that made of clouds open for us.

Jesus lift His hand and pointing to the cloud above. I suddenly notice that i am wearing white toga and it was shining. And then i look on the sky and saw someone wearing same clothes as mine. He was too tall just like a giant and sitting in a throne above the clouds. Jesus said that was his father "God".

The feeling i can't explain. It's really my pleasure to meet our God, who i can talked only with my prayers.

God straight his hand pointing at me..It's just like he want me to come with Him..And then i was flying, of course its my first time to fly, thats is why im not stable. I was flying away, and i flying so overrun that i hold God's arms because i can't control my flight.

God's arms was too cold and He is really big. 

At that point i was wondering why God's arms was cold..I feel i must be dreaming. So in my dreams i woke up and i saw my nephew sleeping beside me and i was holding his back. It was cold so i rub my hand to him to make him warm. And get up from the bed to get blanket for him,..

And then i woke up. When i open my eyes im still shocked about my dreams. I really cannot understand what does my dream means..But anyway, whatever it was im happy. That Jesus and my God was on it. 

I am glad and its my pleasure to be with them.

Playing with my cam part 2